“There will always be those kind of days where all you want to do is stay in bed, let the world crash over you like a giant wave, and just sleep it all off. You just want to pull back from everything, call in sick, when you’re just emotionally hurting. But the best thing you can do on those days is get up and work through it because it only makes you stronger.”—(via theflightout)
the problem with being in this type of mood is i staaaaaaaay feeling unappreciated and overlooked. this mood just makes me want to complain, complain, complain. augh. pmsing, you are not the biz. soooo frustrated with every little thing. forgot about me for hella long. still forgetting about me. not telling me whats going down. saying i can meet you up. then not replying. who does that!?
ms.cho needs to understand no one cares about college and career. shes taking this waaay too seriously. honestly, we’re just trynna get our credits and get out of that class.
havent been to a volleyball practice in like over 2 weeks. not even a big deal considering volleyball gets gym practice time like once a week -_- shoulders been hurting. waste of a friday playing o’connell. i miss my fridays. bal tuesday. who knows if ill even play -____- tournament tomorrow. waking up at 6am most likely getting home at 6-7 pm.
advanced algebra test monday. understand absolutely nothing.
immbfffffffff lianachan. i wish i didnt get out of school at 4 pm everyday. i wish i had a lunch. i wish i didnt go to sleep at 1am last night because i just HAD to watch greys anatomy online. lol.
i need to clean my room soo badly. clothes in clean and dirty piles all over the place because ive been too lazy to fold and hang up shit. fail. haha.
stress has been causing me to break out like crazy. then i continue to stress cause im breaking out. never ending cycle.
crazy ass dreams… like disturbing dreams.. dreams that really arent ok to be having. somethings wrong. people keep dying in horrible ways.. thats just not right. lol…..
sick AGAIN. im always sick. coughing. blowing my nose every 3 minutes. no sleep. having to breathe through my mouth. nose super red and dry. the whooole 9 yards. woohoo.
woooow… haha. on a venting roll today. just had to get it out.
i wanna be taken out. i want to be surprised and taken some where on a cute little thoughtful date. an actual date with a set plan. not just a “i dont care. its up to you” i want to get all dressed up. i want that feeling of being courted again. to feel special. just to reignite the excitement. im tired of being hidden away in a house =(
your morals are garbage. The world doesn’t revolve around you. Stop victimizing yourself, it’s pitiful and not cute. You’re frowned upon in society. I wish you the best of luck in finding real friends, but not really. No one deserves to be plagued by your presence.
of selfish ass people who only give a shit about their own wants and needs. get a fucking clue. you RUIN the lives of everyone around you. you make like beyond unpleasant. its not a long-shot for me to just blatantly say i hate you. cant stand you. honestly dont think i can put up with your shit much longer. cant wait to get out of the house. lucky fucking me i 2 of these people live in the same house as me. ones over 50 and the others fucking 13. wtf. someone save me.
why is it ok for you to go out and do your thing and have fun, but the moment i leave the house to do something its totally unacceptable. i give you soo much lenience and for some ridiculous reason i even give you my trust. why is it that ive earned none of that from you? all i want to do is go out then call you when i get home have you asked if i had a good time.
i hate how if i have any hope of talking to you at night, i have to wait up even if im tired until your done doing whatever your doing and hope you feel like staying up and talking to me. but most of the time you just sleep. taking those chances and sacrificing sleep. its what i do. SIGH.