the only reason i was ok with what you did was because i kept telling myself i was gonna go out and do something too. i toldju. im tired of just sitting around doing nothing. your gonna do you? the butthurt you? thats fine. ill do me.
when i get all excited for something then it falls through -__- it always happens. in different ways of course, but i always seem to get my hopes up only for them to be crushed. little things here and there that don’t really matter. but i still hate it. H A T E it.
i actually believe you can't stop someone from doing something they have their mind set on. you can lecture and plead all you want, but in the end, they're gonna do what they want. even if that means they have to lie to you.
why we do what we do when we do. each time we do something hard, the struggle becomes easier because we know what to expect. then its almost like you get used to it..? and you find yourself going back for more every single time. meeeh.