staying at my grandmas hizzouse while my parents and sister are in reno for volleyball. can’t get out the house because its dangerous out there. jooooy -__- oh, not even am i alone. im with a 5 yr-old boy who asks tooo many annoying questions.
so I really just wanna ask you a question. but I already know the answer. I’m hoping your answer is the opposite of what I’m thinking, but I kno its not. so I’m just gonna save myself the pain from hearing you say it and just not ask.
i hate it how girls notice everything a guy does. every little action that means absolutely nothing to him, we read into it and create elaborate stories as to what that action meant. i am guilty as charged when it comes to that. i constantly need to remind myself to not gaf. or then again.. maybe we just underestimate them.
i dont want to be your friend right now. i dont want to be your anything right now.
the way your going about shit is quite frankly the epitome of being immature and selfish. yes, i get it. you want to do what you want to do. thats great. live in and learn, carpe diem and what not. i admit, im half at fault. im refusing to accept the truth because its just easier that way. im a masochist, what can i say. if im gone, please just leave me there. dont go pulling me back in because im the only one who will be getting hurt. im the only one getting hurt here. theres only so much a girl can take. your asking for too much. go do you, but leave me the hell out of that. its hard cause i dont want that, but in the end its for the best. later, when your done doing “you” then we can talk. find out what you want, but i promise you, i will be doing the same thing.
i would do this but by just looking at the topics only one person comes to mind for most of them =( and i don’t think its a very good idea to dedicate 10+ “letters” to this one person. too much though would be put into them. thoughts i would not like to bring up again after burying them away